Kan du lære mig at have en krop(Can you teach me how to body)

Andi Sarauw (they/them, b. 1995) is a Danish artist educated at NEXT Copenhagen and KEA Jewelry Technology and Business Line. Working intuitively with metal as a transformative material, Sarauw creates objects and wearable sculptures that explore the body as both site and subject. Their practice operates at the intersection of traditional goldsmithing and experimental, narrative-driven projects. Influenced by mythology, fantasy and role-playing, Sarauw incorporates storytelling and world-building as methods to navigate and reframe reality. Their work often engages with themes of identity, embodiment and power, drawing on personal experience, medical narratives and the tension between lived and institutional language

Kan du lære mig at have en krop

(Can you teach me how to body)

my father paints pictures
of sunsets
he is interested in light
and landscapes
I tell him
I want to make a piece from the titanium rod in my
arm
it was him
who was with me that night

29-year-old woman known
with anxiety
admitted obs infection
in right elbow

my surgeon has an
influencer career
I empty the ward’s supply of
ice packs
how do you describe pain

obs severe acute wound
infection / NSTI-AB
given too little
(dalacin 600 mg, meronem
2 g)
5 days post op humerus
rod,
CRP 285 yesterday,
febrile 40 despite AB
65 mg morphine this day,
escalating pain since
surgery.

on a scale from 1 to 10
I have not heard anyone
else
scream
in the two weeks
I have been here

they offer me a sleeping pill

CRP 374,
leu 12.5,
septic,
NA needed perop

young patients
can endure more
that’s why they are often
treated too late

29-year-old woman
severe sepsis
originating from deep soft
tissue infection
surgical wound right
upper extremity.
hypovolemic.

patient remains overnight in
recovery for pain
management
observation of sepsis
microscopy sent to RH
obs necrotizing fasciitis

Am I flesh-eating bacteria
ten different IV drips
I cannot move

what do you say
to someone
who has almost died

my medical record is 141
pages long

positioning:
side position
“sausage-on-a-stick”

have you heard troye sivan
is in copenhagen
you are so strong

now you will stroke
my forehead
I will steal your laughter
Am I unfaithful to happiness
you held my hand
when I thought
I would never
be okay again

clean conditions
superficially
but larger amount
blood-mixed pus

subfascially
especially proximally in the
wound
also minimal pocket
ulnar to distal humerus
from which comes
approx. 1 mL pus

debrided with curette
due to dull-looking tissue
around
finds base approx. 1.5 cm
down
irrigated thoroughly
to clear fluid immediately

septum intermusculare
perforated
on radial side
conditions are clean

my parents make up
I have a real family now
clean family
clean conditions

deep triceps muscle
has necrotic areas centrally on humerus
comes off easily
with forceps and curette
in total estimated
approx. 2 × 2 × 2 cm
volume removed

prox. corresponding to
radial nerve
there is also necrosis
removed clear
from nerve fibers

I am a necromancer
I revive
I drain life
I manipulate death

I live in a cycle
of death and rebirth
stability is an invented
concept without a shape

I buy a sofa on marketplace

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